Stressful Nothingness

I never would have guessed that my stress levels would INCREASE after graduating college. So many kids look forward to that day as the day all their stress goes away. But for me it was the opposite. Now I have to think about getting a job, what my career is going to be, what I am going to do with myself, what I want to be, what I'm going to make of myself as an adult. When I was in school, I had a routine, I had friends, parties, school work, school job, tests and church and it was simple. Now I feel like I am building from ground zero. The worst part is I don't really know what I want to do (career wise). But it is a good experience, its a challenge. Looking back, having things to do is a good thing. Not having specific things to do stresses me out. Part of me just likes to be told what to do. Decisions are tough. Because if I make a decision and end up not liking it I beat myself up because I could have chosen something else. But at the same time, its so great that we can choose. Choice is a gift from God. And I think, I'm glad I can choose who I want to be. I can be anything. Anyway, just some food for thought.

compilation post

I went to a Bruno Marz concert last weekend and it was awesome!! I got teary-eyed when he was singing the "just the way you are" song because it was a cool moment since I love that song. I was there with my Mom and it was a memorable night especially since we had a mix up and a woman told us to go to Suite 12 where there was nice good set up and really nice couches and view of the concert that we had all to ourselves. However, that really wan't where our tickets got us, but we enjoyed it for a good 20 minutes. Our club access just meant we got to go int to the club which was on the suite level. But we just sat in our nose bleed seats anyway. Fun Fun!

My Birthday was really fun! I had a party. We danced and were goofy...two of my favorite things!

Here is how my mad hatter costume turned out. I think its funny that on Christmas I am blogging about Halloween. But the costume turned out really well and it was a really fun night dancing the night away with my friends and ward.

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas everyone!

The Hatter

So I got stuff at DI to be king julien and then when I tried putting the outfit together last weekend...after some frustration, realized it wasn't going to work! So, I moved on and am excited about my new costume idea: the hatter on the new Alice in Wonderland! Hopefully this one will work out!

KING JULIAN!!

Happy Halloween everyone! i love halloween. it is my second favorite holiday. Because there are so many festive things to! The more festivities in a holiday, the more i love it. I love pumpkin everything: pumpkin seeds, pumpkin pie, pumpkin cookies, pumpkin cake, pumpkin bread, pumpkin candles, pumpkin shakes, pumpkin waffles....yes! And I also so much love the weather. the leaves start turning colors and the temperature cools just a bit. The leaves crunch below you as you walk. Love it! And it is the start of all the holiday fun to come!

This year for my costume i am very excited. I am going to be king Julian from madagascar. He is my favorite character, so it will be fun to act like him and look like him. The costume is yet to come together, but I'm pretty confident it will be sweet! Stay posted for pictures of the final costume. :)